A message for Kerala and India....

At once I had thought of typing a letter each to some of the political leaders, including the President and prime Minister of the state. The thought rose me in some time ago, and then as time passed, and as the government got changed in the state, I realized that there was no use for this action of mine, for no matter what I did or tried to do, the political scenario will all be the same

But I had to go out of the house, to see, hear, buy, sell and many other house hold and personal things, and the certain things had me bothering. So I thought, “Why not post it here where at least some people will read?” Because this is not just the thought of an individual, but a representative of the public. So here I go.

The first notice is for our beloved Chief Minister. The man who has proved to be one of the weak leaders we ever saw, and as many know, one of the best thieves too. It is by learning upon you that I learned that politics is purely business and robbery. I learned it from your actions over the management issues of catholic colleges and the Tsunami fund. And you have practiced well to blame others too. You are one of the worst leaders I have ever heard of.

Oh, don’t you grunt, Mr. Ex-Chief Minister! You were my favorite once, because you raised your voice for good (and gave us lot harthals). Thought you could make a change. But you got 5 years too, and what did you do? You became the first leader of the state who conducted a harthal. And you made lives miserable, and this time you got to blame the Central Government. The least you could do was bring out something good to the people, like making a rule to clean the roads or whatever. But you yourself are a spit shot. Have to admit, you are only good in complaining.

The ex-chief minister has got a friend, the man famous for his bullets in the suitcase. You have a big voice, but not a good mind. So scoot off. Communism was never busi9ness. Before 1950s, it was a about the well being of people. Not it is the well being of the communist people, and you brought that stand. It is high time you get lost.

Mr. Prime Minister! You are a great mathematician and economist, and a very good man. But I have to say, you are quite incompetent as a Prime Minister. I suggest you start working harder, because you are a good man, with the wrong ideas and mistakes you always commit. You have worked real hard in increasing the value of everything from fuels to medicines, and have managed to decrease the worth of Indian Money. You can do better than this. There is a lot profit that you people take, turning politics to business. Politics is not business, it is the idea of helping people. I guess you have seen only the business part because you are an economist. Please instead of working to glutton up your pockets, work for us, or at least allow us to work. One more mistake, and I, as others did, will despise you too.

And the saintly man of God! Get back to your ashrama stopping the fast and work for the people. Before talking about black money and telling that your money is white, I want you to donate at least half of it to the poor people around. Then you will earn my respect.

India is not a land a political or religious games. India is meant to be united. India is meant to be clean. India is meant to be the great country we have never experienced.

I have no other words to say, but there are something you top people can do. You can help clean the cities. You can help do the right things You can help reduce the price hike. You can help giving more employment opportunities. You can do anything.

The civilians too can do them, but then you will not let the middle class men rise up, will you? Change the attitude, so that we can also work without interruption, for the same country you are trying to destroy. Mark my words...Kalki will be reborn because of you people. Or maybe another Gandhi will arise to stop you discriminating acts.

This is the words from a simple Indian, who may respond once, for he is one among the many Indians you have ignored to see.

I got a problem

Well....I AM the problem, so let us consecrate that as one problem. The truth is...I am in deep trouble dealing with some assholes. And it isn't directly, mind you. It all started with one simple post of one asshole (sorry for the language, but can't help it), that was followed by many likes by many of that person's friends. And I had been putting posts and blogs for quite long time, and in the past two years I have only got 19 comments. So obviously I am jealous.

Is it simply jealousy? With any other person if it was, let me be truthful over the fact that I wouldn't be jealous, but this particular person has and a very big influence in molding me for 4 years, so the event was held special for me. This is not simply jealousy.

Then is that my only problem? No! I am nowadays getting a lot angrier than before. I simply shout at people, show the red face to all and above all, my screaming voice has increased. Ain't a good thing to say aloud, but I speak only the truth, even if it is embarrassing to me.

Is that the only two problems? No! I have got a bigger one. I am now in a part time profession (an enjoyment actually) and the people in there are actually pissing me by showing incompetence. And they are not helping me a bit.

Is that all? I guess there is a major one, which I would like to declare out loud, and which will be the soul reason why I will be posting this on my Facebook wall and nowhere else, because in Facebook, people got time only for girls, and I can particularly assure that girls won’t read this post, especially one person. And the major trouble??? I am in love! Crap, right? I mean....I am not meant to expect a starry shine over me with the words love in it, from any girl, forget this, but I just can't help it, and it is killing me. I know that no girl will love me for obvious reasons, and this one will never do so (except if she turns blind and deaf and mute! I should get married to a meat-bag).

She can't love me, and she has proclaimed that out loud, but the heart is a crazy stuff. You know your own defects, and you still expect a shine to come from the other side. You know you can do anything for her, and yet when in front of her, you are a fool. And when there are better people around you, your mind says, "Move out! There is a better chance with a Emma Watson than here." and you still stare at her, and go numb. It's the same with me, and with my reputation, it helps well.

I have to get out of the sick feeling. To know that you won't get someone and yet pray for that someone is a sick thing to do. It is like trying to churn the ocean (so far only the Gods and Demons combined could do that).

So my troubles? Jealousy, short temper, love...and oh...yes! I am alone, but that's ok compared to other facts, and I won't alone for long....probably. I just want to state out here that I would do anything to prove to her that I love her. I would do anything to make her happy for the rest of her life (except completing B Tech), to love her less than our children (pep-talk, but I mean it), and to die only after she does so that I can make sure she dies with a smile with me near her. What more should a man promise. But well....This is my post, and she, nor anyone, will read this.

Then why I am typing it, you may ask? Simply because words had been my friends in my lonely times. I am alone now, and I would like to speak about these feelings, and clearly no one is helpful enough. So....here I am. I am not expecting her to wave her hand and say, "I love you too!" nor am I expecting this post to have more likes, or to have my temper decreased. But at least, by typing this and posting this on the wall, I may feel better.