“What is it that bothers you? That you do not know what you
are going through? That you do not know the right word for the kind of music
you play, or the emotion you feel? You do not have to name everything, you see!
Everything were here before, and will be here after as well. It is just our
desperate need to define everything that made everything end up with a name. And
those without a name always confuses us.
“But it is understandable to be troubled by something you do
not have a name for. I can relate to that. Twenty five years ago, I had faced
the same situation, when I came across Ayesha on the roadside. She was barely
eighteen, while I was near my thirties. My cycle had almost grazed her, she was
staring at me, and I was staring at her.
“People tried to call it love, lust….They always wanted to
name what we had. We started meeting often, we would go out, for movies, to
parks, to restaurants. We stayed together several times. And people wanted to
give what we had names.
"And when her brothers pulled her away from me, accusing her
of adultery, I knew there was no word to define what we had. So when she was
dragged away, I waited, and the next night I eloped with her to this city.
“Here she enrolled in a college, I got a job. We stayed
together. She completed her studies, took a job as a journalist. Then she met
this Christian guy. She didn’t want anything from him, except be the mother of
his child. So the arrangements were made. She became pregnant. And he left, and she was happier that he never came back.
“Later, two years after you were born, she saw how connected
I was with you, so she said, ‘Let’s get married! You can then be whatever you
are to him, officially.’ Quite frankly, I didn’t know what it was that I had for
you. But I went ahead with it. And never have I regret the past 25 years.
“And now, here’s a word. Irony. You ask me, a man who never
knew what he had with a woman for more than two decades, a man whose wife doesn’t
have words to describe everything she did, a parent who doesn’t know why he got
into your life, you ask me, what is the word that defines your stories,
emotions, reasons and causes? Frankly, I do not know. May be there isn’t a word
for it. May be there is.
“But then again, there is a word for those that do not have
a name. So you can name your band that. A band that doesn’t have a name for its
genre, or stories, or emotions…
“You can call it NAMELESS!”
Author's note: This is a prologue to a screenplay I am working on. And I would like to know your thoughts on it.
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